(Written in Orick, CA — an outpost of civilization beyond which only Free hills range)
*****
I watch you walk the levee road
You, your faithful animals,
Your hearts’ abysmal load
Each morning as the chilly sun
Rises on the countryside
Another day begun
And though I sit writing to you
This morning, warm and dry
Please understand, I’ve been there too
I know all about waking cold
To a world of heartbreak full
Feeling one million years old
Facing an abandoned day
With no present loved one to
A friendly morning greeting say
From those who should be your support
For times when you were good to them
You now have no report
What will you do in all this rain
But stare out at the day,
Review your everpresent pain
Wish to find a shed, a barn
Somewhere no inconvenience be
For a moment to feel warm
Try to patch that stubborn leak
Without tools or resources
Too depressed to speak
In the harsh grey cities, all
You’d have to do is show yourself
To be lined up by the wall
Interrogated, searched, harassed
Then beaten by your fellow homeless
At the hard day’s last
A mercy, though it may be small
To get back safely to your tent
If you have a tent at all
Current city reality:
No matter what the plot of ground
You’re there illegally
Even a courageous friend
Cannot let you in their yard
This the laws prevent
Though you may move in daily fear
Hardship, want and tragedy
Mercy’s given to you here
And though you must through sorrow plod
At least you do so in some peace
A policy which I applaud
Perhaps some soon day we will see
A more mature humanity
Treats itself compassionately
Till then, you are our true disgrace
But know it could be so much worse
For here you have, if marginal, a place
*****
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So sad. I feel it with you
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heart breaking……..
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Yes.
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